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I want to knock on the door !!
| 作者：SOHO特区网
-上传日期：2021-8-17 |
I want to knock on the door I want to knock on
Speaking of Yves, no one in the circle knows. In the 1990s, when Yves was first in the literary and artistic circles, certain newspapers talked about the so-called "Yves phenomenon." Yves is known for his bold and sharp criticism, because he dared to expose the shady scenes in the film and television industry frequently and establish his final social image. When Yves was preparing to make a living as a freelance writer in the early 1990s, many newspapers and periodicals were beginning to move towards marketization. This gave him a kind of confidence: I want to knock the door I want to knock, as long as I insist on knocking!
What Yves is most proud of is that he pioneered the reporting and criticism of film and television circles. These works were originally published on Southern Weekend. "What makes me proud is that in my shabby room that was less than 20 square meters at the time, there was only an old 286 computer and two simple fax machines, but in an instant, my restless articles were spread all over the country."
As a text SOHO, Yves feels that this "freedom" is mainly manifested in the freedom of the soul and the freedom of writing. He called himself an "independent writer", just to emphasize his freedom of writing.
In fact, Yves also wandered, hesitated and searched when he first started writing SOHO. I always fantasize about finding another state-owned unit with a fixed iron rice bowl. But if it is an "iron rice bowl", it is definitely not the job he likes; and the iron rice bowl job he likes, but he is not qualified (educational) to obtain it. For the sake of the "iron rice bowl", he continued to return to the old days of wasting time, or simply gave up the "iron rice bowl" and just wanted to do what he liked. In the end, he chose a free identity. In his new book "Walk Alone", Yves has repeatedly compared himself to a wild animal. He said, "I like to compare myself to a wild animal. Since I want to run freely, I must give up all the benefits of captive breeding. I think. To survive in the treacherous environment of the weak and overwhelming, it is not enough to just keep foraging and diligence. You must also have the ability to attack and defend yourself. Otherwise, you can only be on the edge of the animal world with trembling, and even so, it is hard to escape being ruthlessly swallowed. fate."
If Yves’s choice has a certain tragic color, then Lu Yongchao’s choice is much more peaceful. Lu Yongchao dreams of writing articles as his own career. A year ago, he quit his job and started writing SOHO. Now, no one asks him to sign in, tick the attendance book, or make excuses, take sick leave, but he does work 24 hours a day, drafting drafts in his dreams, and dare not take a break even when he is sick, because it is all himself. Time, own money.
As a text SOHO, he certainly understands what he can do, and he can also choose the right media to publish his work. Staying up late every night will not be in vain. He liked the original intention of doing this thing very much. He didn't try to influence the reader's vision, but he could speak his own words, and there would be people reading it.
Lu Yongchao said: When you choose a meaningful thing and put it into practice, the difficulties you may encounter will often exceed your expectations and expectations. If it is only the difficulties you can predict, then everything shouldn’t be too easy NS? The key is that we recognize what we have done. Since I chose to take the initiative, I should try my best to do it. In this way, it doesn't matter whether it is a successful word SOHO or not. And when one day in the future, I can truly enjoy such a life and maintain a state of ease, I will be a nobleman with real freedom.
Compared with Yves and Lu Yongchao, more words SOHO are forced out. A young man told his story like this:
After being laid off in 2000, I decided to work in the coastal area of Guangdong. When I first arrived at the Guangzhou Railway Station Square, looking at the constant flow of cars and people, I suddenly felt a sense of fear at a loss. This is an international metropolis. I walked forward aimlessly with the crowd, and suddenly a few gangster-like youths appeared from somewhere to follow up and asked me where I was going, and began to search my clothes. "Stop it!" I don't know where the courage came from, thin and thin, trying to break free from them and turn into a mall next to me. "Slap!" A tall man gave me a resounding slap, then mumbled and walked away... I was strolling around on a few roads near the train station that day, and saw a picture claiming to introduce jobs to job seekers for free. The mimeographed advertisement of the job agency, after several rounds, finally found the job agency. After seeing the requirement of paying a certain amount of training fee, he had to leave disappointedly.
It seemed that it was hard to stay in Guangzhou. The next day I took the express bus to Dongguan to find a job. During the more than a week when I was looking for a job in Dongguan, I heard, witnessed and personally experienced the hardship and helplessness of job hunting, and I was almost robbed by a "pimp". In late March 2000, I returned to Liuzhou City, Guangxi, as a trainee reporter without a basic salary. Three months later, the newspaper laid off reporters and I was diverted to a special issue department. Although I was still a reporter in name, I was actually an advertising salesperson, and my salary was proportional to advertising revenue. In five months, what I received from the newspaper was only more than 200 yuan in manuscript fees and advertising commissions, and a net loss of more than 1,000 yuan in living expenses! So, in desperation, I made a bold decision: to be a text SOHO that lives on manuscript fees.
Now, who has established a foothold in the bustling city, I often think, if it wasn’t that I was unemployed at first, if I didn’t insist on going out to work after I was unemployed, if I hadn’t experienced so much hardship and injustice... I may be today. I am still a frustrated young man in the countryside who sighs for the injustice of destiny. My writing potential will not be discovered yet. The word SOHO will still be a distant and illusory dream for me.
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